what should i do?

 pretend as if I’m over us but reality is telling me otherwise. Honestly, I still check up on your page every day to see how you’re doing, who you’re talking to or if you happen to miss me too. I still get the urge to try and talk to you, but I always stop myself because I would rather not be a bother. I admit I would of done things differently if I could turn back the hands of time, because you’re still holding me back.